Why I Love her?!

An Old Poem written by me to a girl who i used to love; she doesn't know about it and she will never know. she was killed 6 years ago and despite everything and all distraction in our live, she still in my mind, my heart and my soul. God Bless Her.

Here it says

If Someone asked me why i love her; i would say
It's the softness of her skin
The love in her eyes and the lust in her lips
The curves in her body and the silk in her hair
The Charming of her smile ; The sweetness of her talk
The way that makes feel happy & Brights my day
The feeling of loving her each day and forever
That's what i would say.

My Life Is You...

I don't care about what people say 

I don't care about What people see

I don't care How much I wait

Only I care is you 

You're My Only One 

My heart and my soul 

I want you, I need you, I love you 

If I had to choose between my life and You I would choose my life because you're my life

Without you, I am like a dead man walking With no heart, no soul inside 

My soul is with you, how can't you feel it 

And my heart My heart is inside a magical box of your own 

A box got only one key to open it

I lost that key forever 

It will be a mistake in my life if I leave you alone 

So, I am yours till the end of time 

Written 24/3/2009 11:30 pm

Letting Go..!!

I Must Admit that I have even Thought

Of Leaving it all behind & letting everything go..

But, watching you from across the room

with your Smile, you beautiful face

Made me thinking about what i feel a year ago

when i thought that we'd never be apart

if you just hear when i say

"i love you, I need you, I cant life without you"

If You Just Feel the pain i Suffer

"I cant Read, I cant sleep, I cant even Think, i am totally obsessed about you"

You seems content like you dont care
Just pretending like nothing between us is there

So, i have to go & leave everything Behind
but each time i will close my eyes
Be sure you will be there...!!

Written 22/5/2008 - In Univ

I Cant Hide It..!!

I Can Hide it...

The Moment of Truth that i keep delaying

I Can Hide it...

The Feeling inside me that i Keep Lying

I Can Hide it...

The Weakness of Me that i keep on smiling

BUT

I Can't Hide it...

The Looking from YOU that Makes me Flying

I Can't Hide it...

The Living without YOU Makes Me Dying

I Can't Hide it...

That I love you..i will Always Do & Thats Somthing I Cant Deny It...

Written 23-4-2008 - In Univ

It Kills When...!!

It Kills When

Ur friend punches u in the back..!!

It Kills When

U scream so loud but no one hears..!!

It Kills When

U want to say smthing but no one will understand..!!

it kills when

U feel lonely even if u r not..!!

It Kills When

U feel unsecure, lack of confidence & missing smthing u dont know..!!

It Kills When

u pretend to be normal but inside u dying like hell..!!

It Kills When

U love Smone and that one pretend not..!! It Kills When U have a feeling u want to shut it off but u dont why its still on..!!

Its kills when

U want to open new page but u cant close the old ones..!!

It Kills When

Smone lies to u, Smone deceives u, Smone have two faces, Smone say smthing and do the oppesite..!!

It Kills When

U feel lost, deep in the forest, silence of the night, no one to help u, no one to save u..!!

It Kills When

U think u were wrong about smthing then right but u suprised that is so f****n wrong feeling..!!

It Kills When

Ur wildest dream is so near to u but u just cant reach it..!!

I said with myself one day "I will stop this feeling but you smiled at me and I ended up with the my eye clinging" I wish to erase this feeling but i just cant and that just kills so hard, it makes me Down..!!