Saturday, December 20, 2008

Regarding The Shoe Incident..!!





سلام


لم أستطع الأحتمال أكثر, بخصوص موضوع الزيدي...و كيف لأمة كاملة أن تفتخر بهذا الأمر...أمة أصبح رمي الحذاء رمزا للأنتصار و ردا للكرامة التي هم أنفسهم أضاعوها, في لحظة المؤتمر الصحفي كنت نائما و لم أهتم لتلك الزيارة كوني طالبا في المرحلة الأخيرة و في اليوم التالي كان عندي أمتحان كورسي لمادة تكنلوجيا البوليمرات حسب ما أذكر نمت في الساعة الثامنة و النصف مساءا لأنه الضوجة ذبحتني ذبح و خير علاج لها هوه النوم, عند الصباح ذهبت للجامعة كأي طالب مجتهد و حريص على دراسته أتفاجيء بفيديو من موبايل صديق لي بخصوص الحادثة, في البداية تفاجأت كثيرا و لم أصدق ما رأته عيناي و لكن أصدقائي أخبروني حينها بأنه حقيقي و حدث في المؤتمر الصحفي للرئيس جورج بوش و رئيس الوزراء نوري المالكي..

بعد مشاهدتي للفيديو لعده مرات حاولت أستيعاب الأمر أكثر و اكثر ليس بسبب أني لم أصدق اللي حصل و لكن فقط لأستيعاب الأمر و سبب حدوثه و خاصة ان "البطل" في هذه الواقعة كان صحفي و ليس مواطن عادي و أكرر صحفي, و عند البحث عن معنى لهذه الكلمة "الصحفي" فهوه بالتعبير البسيط شخص له القدرة على طرح الأراء و مناقشتها حول موضوع معين سواء سياسي, أقتصادي, رياضي أو أي جانب أخر من الحياة بصورة حيادية تامة بعيدة عن التعصب حتى لو كان ضد رأيك, ما قام به هذا المنتظر بعيد جدا عن أخلاق و مهنة الصحفيين و كان الأجدر به أن يحرج الرئيس الأمريكي بوسائل أخرى عقلانية أكثر مما هي عشوائية و غير منطقية تغلب عليها لغة العاطفة وهذا هوه غرض الصحفي"أحكام لغة العقل على لغة العاطفة في طرح الأفكار و مناقشتها" و لو الذي قام به مواطن عادي فلن أهتم للموضوع لكن ما قام به أعتبره وصمة عار لكل صحفي عراقي و ليس شي أفتخر به لأنه قد ينقل نظرة خاطئة عن أخلاق و مهنية الصحفيين العراقيين

و المضحك في الأمر أن أمة كاملة تفخر بما قام به فالبعض يعرض أبنته للزواج منه و البعض الأخر يعرض مبلغا من المال من أجل الحذاء و كذلك الكثير من الفعاليات و النشاطات كالمدح الشعري و الأثرائي أو فتح كروبات خاصة به في مواقع الأجتماعية
كالفيس بوك وغيرها و كأن الأنتصار أصبح كما قلتها سابقا برمي الحذاء أو رمي الحجارة كما يفعلها الأخوة الفلسطينين أي فقط أنتصار معنوي و أيهام النفس بأنها ردت كرامتها بهذه الفعلة, و النقطة الثانية التي تناسها الكثير أنه الرئيس الأمريكي أتى للعراق كضيف و من أخلاق العرب المعروفة "حسب ما أعتقد" هوه أكرام الضيف و الأكرام هنا يعني المعاملة الحسنة و حتى لو كان هذا الضيف عدوك, فبغض النظر عن اللي فعلة الرئيس بوش و الأخطاء الفادحة التي حصلت من خلال حرب العراق و لكنه أولا و أخرا جاءنا كضيف, من الجانب الأخر ما قاله الرئيس بوش بأنه ثمن الحرية و ما قالته المتحدثة بأسم البيت الأبيض التي بالمناسبة تعرضت بالخطأ لضربة في الرأس من الحماية الخاصة بالرئيس الأمريكي بأن القضاء العراقي هو المسؤول عن مقاضاة الصحفي يدل على مدى المهنية و الحيادية التي تتمتع بها أمريكا لأنه لو حذث هذا مع أي رئيس عربي لكان الصحفي و عائلته و عشيرته في خبر كان و لقامت سلطات الرئيس العربي بقطع العلاقات الدبلوماسية مع العراق بسبب هذا الهجوم الغير عقلاني و ما حادئة هجوم الشخصيين الليبين على الملك السعودي أثناء حضوره القمة العربية في شرم الشيخ في عام 2005 حسب ما أذكر خير مثال على هذا الأمر, المفروض نحمد الله لأنه أمريكا لم تفعل هذا بالعراق لأنه لو فعلتها لقرئنا على العراق السلام..

وبالأخير أتمنى من الحكومة العراقية بالرغم من اللي حصل أن تحكم عليه بعقوبة مخففة لأن ما قام به كان في لحظة غلبت فيه لغة العاطفة على العقل الأ أذا كان اللي فعله بسبق أصرار و ترصد أي متعمد فعله عند رؤيته للرئيس بوش...

و السلام خير الختام

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Lost in the Dark..





A Beauty once had a name

A Name of An angel disguise in a girl

A girl who for once made me feel i was save

Save in a place colored by black

Black is my world brighten by her eyes

Eyes that i was sure i find my half

A half of me i never thoght that i will find

Find my love, joy, happiness and all i ever want

but may be the fate had another plan

A plan which makes everything fall apart

Apart is my heart suffering from Your lost

Lost of you that makes me So down

Now i walk alone in the dark path

With No light, No Hope to guide me out


Written 17 - 10 - 2008

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Fraud SMS..!!!

Here's Some Of Fraud SMS:









This one, i was Sleeping late..MY bro came to me in early morning regarding this Msg, i told him this msg is fraud but he didnt believe..So he called and lost 5$ for nothing..










This One was for Me, i was Sleeping when i get that Msg...I didnt call In case Smone ask..!!





The Number is Kolish similar to the Number Mal Gold Competion from MBC for Iraq "ZainIQ"







Out Of SubJect:








This game called Sudoku Stored in my Cell, I Am freak Mal Mind Games like Chess & classic ones like Pac Man & others , this game i played it koma times per day & cant get enough of it..




























The Last Day Of life...How i want it to Be..?!



Its Been Kolish Long Time Since My last Journal, Maybe because i was busy With moving Stuff " I moved to Zayouna" & dont have wahis to write even thought there's koma things in my mind to think about it...


We all hear about ppl killed their selves or wished to die for various reasons..if I just think like them, Why they want to end up their life..?! Lets say i will wake up in morning and i will say this is my last day, i will kill myself or wanna to die now, first quiz will jump to me is, Would i really want to do what i am going to do today..?!

if my answer was yes i will go for it, but if Nooo....Gosh there's koma things in me need to change to get over this idea..Smthing Wrong and must find exactly and way to get rid of it...

Anyway, the point of this introduction is for this:

One day, a friend i know asked this quiz in her Scrapbook: What Would you do if u knew today is the last day and by next morning u will be dead..?! When i read this, i think, think, think and didnt get that good answer, then in the middle of the same day, i was sitting & mako thing to do and this quiz jumped to my head, so i thought deeply about it and here it comes:



Back in england when i was young, there was a place Named Folkestone southern of England its famous of having good nature views and some mountains & hills, we used to go there and having so many beautiful pics there, if i knew that Today is my last day and i will die in the next morning...I would go to place having Mountains and good nature view in Js like the ones in Folk., the mountain should be high or higher enough to see everything around, i must climb it early in the morning and should reach the top before the sunset, in the time of the sunset i would set on the edge, watching the sun while it disappears behind the mountains...


In the night i wont sleep, i would lay back and look to the stars as i hear the winds over me and thinking so deeply about things i achieve in my life and things i didnt, things i am proud of and things i Am not..things i regret about them and want them to be removed from my life and things if i just did it, it will make a difference in my life...I will think about my friends and welling to have a good image about me in their minds, i will thing about my family (Parens, bro, Grandma...Etc) welling that i made them proud of me, i will think about my first crush, first love, my wife and kids if i had and welling that i was good for them, i will think about my happiness and sadness and late in the night i will pray for god, not asking him for heaven or forgivness, but i will ask him to see my whole life and give me what i deserve, if it would be hell, i will be sad but let it be and if heaven, of course i will be glad...Who doesnt..?!


Then i will sit again on the edge and wait for the sun rise and see the Sun light spread everywhere and when things get clear and the world looks so tiny under my feet, i will stand up and scream as loud as i can and say "I Am the King OF The World,WoooooooooooooooooooW" and i must hear Echo mal voice of mine and should spread between mountains and everyone around the region should hear my voice, freeze for seconds without saying a word as they thought this voice was from the sky...Hahahah, then i will close my eyes for ever and rest in peace

Friday, July 4, 2008

Fun in the city of Saddness..!!








Hey..!! Have you ever Wonder about Somthing..kinda Strange...about our People, I mean Iraqi Peaople, with all this bad and Saddness around them "bombs, Killing, lack of Everything" In spite of that, they got a great sence of Humor..


they keep and hold all their pain inside and instead they make Jokes about everything, greatest Jokes ever or which you all know as Ta7shesh..thats Something really Amazing..


Check Out these Files to know How Iraqi Got the Funny Spirit in Spite of Everything bad Around:










Salam

Thursday, June 19, 2008

RaYmond DoMench & ScoRpio Cruise..!!






Raymond Domench, Born in 24 Jan 1952, He is a former french player and for now he is a Manager mal france national soccer team "he is on his way to be kick out"..

this man has a strange managment style of choosing his player squad..He Dont Choose any player who born under the Sign of scorpio and also dont like Leo people in defence..!!

His Excuse regarding Scorpio...that they are Kolish "extremely" Hesitate people..!! therefore, he didnt choose Robert Pires and David Trezequet who both are Scorpio "23 & 29 Oct" despite thier Such an excellent performance this season..


Trezequet Scored 22 goals to his team Juventos in Calcio "italian League" while Rober Pires had a great role to lead his team Villarrel to 2nd place in la liga "Spanish League"..


Okey, For God sake of scorpio Defence, Just to let you know Mr. Domench, Scorpio are Kolish Loyal & tha means they care alot about the close people to them...when they do a job, they Hesitate...because they want to seek perfection and in same way not to effect badly on close ones...in football means they hesitate because they want every pass to be right and effective, every chance to score is to be a goal, and you know Mr. Domench like i do that ROber Pires is the best play maker in the world since he was in Arsenal Or Villarrel as well as in france and trezequet is rarely miss his chance in front of the goal....and if you move back your Rusty Head 8 yrs ago Exactly in Euro 2000 Final, you will realize that Trezequet Scored the Winning goal while Pires was the one who assist the pass to Trezequet...

Just Imagine Domench to be a manager of Argentina in 1986, He will not Chosse Maradona who's in fact Scorpio "29 Oct" Just Because he's scorpio, the greatest Player in Football Histroy is Scorpio and hell Yea, He HESITATES, Got It..!!!


I was Watching Euro 2008 to see Domench and his team france, they got the best players in the Tournament but eventually they kicked out & frankly, i was so Happy, because Of Domench Unrealistic chossing of player Squad, He finally got what he Desrves, He got a Scorpio Cruise..Mwahahaha




Hint: His Problem with Leo, especially in defence, because he thinks in a moment Leo would Show off, and if a defence show off and made a mistake, that would be a problem, but in spite of that he choose Gallas in deffence bas didnt pick Clichy who's the best left Side back in England League, also Choose Thierry Henry and all three are Leo...So he dont have that big problems like he has with Scorpio..

Monday, June 16, 2008

A Cheater Busted..?!






Today, In Examination Class, Before i Start My Final Exam of "Reactor Design" , Some Supervisor in the class "Teacher", Asked Us Loudly to Pay attention To him..!!


I said With MySelf: Wth..?!


We all looked to him while he was flapping his files and then he takes one paper, i assummed its an announcement..


it was a warning, it states that anyone who cheats, will fail this Yr in all lessons & Wont have any chance to reconsider this decision..!!


The Reason of that because, 2nd grade & 4th grade Students of my department "Chemical Eng." were having final exam yesterday "15-6-2008" each for their lesson..


Some Girl from 2nd Grade was writting Some thermoDynamic Equations in her hand, in fact it was just ONE Equation..!! She Got Busted and according to the statment, She will fail this Yr and re study it again next Yr...just for one Foolish Behavior & to be Honest i know that girl, i talked to her twice and first time i talk to her while i was sitting with a friend of me in 2nd grade and she came and sat with us...She got a fun spirit & farnkly i didnt expect she will do this, i feel so sry for her..


But in other side, she desrve it, i mean for GOD SAKE, you Spoiled everything...all that time you were studying and you earse it all in ONE STUPID MISTAKE....and for What..?! Just to Pass this Exam in First Attend..!!!!


I Dont Know How you feel now or how did You tell Your family..?! I Can Tell that your life now looking just like Hell...Seriously I feel Sorry To You And hope You Will get over it next Yr...
Update: Today We recieved Another Announcement about One Guy i also Know Got Busted Yesterday "17-6-2008" During HUMAN RIGHTS exam...!!

NeW Chicks In The HouSe..!!!







Before I Start, in not So long time (12 Yrs ago :D), My family including Me started to raise chicken & ducks as well as cats for sure, You Know Just to kill Time...then we get rid of them (Ducks and Chikens) nearly in 2002, then in 2004 we broght a rabbit and also Two Turtle but Both ( Rabbit & Two Turtle) Ran Away...







In March this Yr...My Father Decided to bring new kitchens again to the house





So we Boooooooooooought...






Aldeej got the Name "Kooky"






While i called al chicken "Stupid"






After that, Kooky asked Koma time for hand of Stupid but all time Her answer Was NoOoO



Until One Day, I Wake Up early (6:30 Am), While i was going to feed them (Kooky and Stupid, Cats & Also through Sm Snacks to Birds), They Got Married :D




After that, Kooky Got Wild, Kolish Kolish Kolish Wild, Just Like he Kept His feelings and Emotions Inside afraid to express them but he's free to express them now just like a living of a Typical Iraqi Citizins Before 2003 & N0w...



As a result of this Wildly behavior, Mrs Kooky (Stupid) Starts to....






AnyWaY



She Sat there and didnt get out For Days..!!



So, ALdeej felt Lonely & Starts to Jump to other Houses searching for other Love (Dejaja)



Smtimes We See him far from Home in the Street..











We Noticed that, understanding His Feeling, So we Decided to Bring another Cutie (Chicken)






So We Brought......






But As you Can See...She Seems Kolish Sleepy




In Spite of that...al Deej get Used of her and her Cool Company, He was after all satisfied...Why Not, He Got the Most Charming Dejaja that any Deej could Ever Have




Then One Day









YaaaaaaaaaY, We Got New Chicks



unfortunate FarFoor Bin Sanfor Bin SoonSon Known also as "Farfoor the 2nd", Ate One of them ( He Got Punish Because of that)




FarFoor the 2nd






For now, Aldeej is Looking just fine like You can See Here











Out Of Subject:







If You have a deej and put Your Finger there....He will Freeze for Seconds...




He looks Funny after You Do That..












Salam











Friday, June 6, 2008

My Weird Nightmare..!!






first...its kinda an old event happened in 5/4/2007...I posted it in other pages...but i like to post here too...


So here's the story: In Tuesday April 5th...i was sleeping and i was having weird nightmare...i dont remember it that much but in general i can describe it as nearly 2 - 2:30 hours of watching American action & horror movie in same time & Hell Ya I Am the Main character or Al Hero Mal this movie...For starter, all my dreams begin with so reality life*...i mean in the dream i saw myself doing normal things i usually do everyday...but things getting worse when all the world truns to high alarm due to some sudden bad things happened which will effect so badly on the world in all parts of life...anyway there's some monster responsible of this and that one is UNBEATEN "hehe" ...world getting so darker & so so damn scary and some huge wars happen that contained so damn scary & horrible scenes...many detials i dont actually remember but the changing point of all that is when i reached some level i dont how i reach it but with it i will suddenlly use some super natural ability that will make difference...from that point i will transfer to some secret place where i got more details and info about things around the world, the killing, bombs, stuff like that...then i dont know, the picture is getting darker and but then i saw myself wearing military clothes in so dark place with some dudes searching for that evil dude " The UNBEATEN One"....anyway he bagin to kill us one after another till i saw him and jumped to him but with my bad luck we fall into so so so deep hole and it was kinda like we were fallen from the sky because the backround was like a sunny weather...we were falling down and fighting each other & flipping in the air while fighting, but the most intresting thing that in the dream i was watching myself with that monster while we were falling & fighting just like someone put a camera falling in front of us and the other thing that the acceleration of falling was rapidly increase...of course there was sound effects & good director skills in scenes"it was just like some scene from al movie mal final fantasy"...in the end we hit the floor but i was upside that monster so he hit the floor first and he began to yetfase5 and he was Yelling NOooo ....i was fine and nothing happened to me dont know y but the bad thing happened after his death....some kinda of curse he had moved from him to me and made me like him and that place was so eeeeeeee3 in way i cant describe & i tried to get up from this hole but i failed....its just like that u go to hell so early lets say from the beginning of humanity and be there till the judgement day which u dont when its gonna happen...being so lonely all that time in that so ee3 place and u can get out of it....Kolish weird nightmare mo


*Hintaya: my dreams Kolish realistic ...well as i remember in that dream the last time i checked my watch before the last fight was 4:30 am when i wake i thought it was 4:45 am and before i go to sleep... i set al mobile to ring at 4 am...
so, i was wondering Why al mobile didnt ring in 4 am..?! but after that i realized that i wake up at 2:35 am....SO, have a nice Nightmare.!!
Other thing: al pic mal this journal is kinda like that UNBEATEN Monster in My dream :D

Sunday, June 1, 2008

My Super Tickle IQ Test..!! Taken in 2006






After one yr of taking this test in tickle, they gave me the full report about my super IQ test, so if u r patient read it to know me better or drop it.


I Took this test in 2006, so Maybe i've changed for better or worse, but the way i think is so damn Right, just like the Mention Below...So, Here's the Full Report


Your thinkin style is "Creative theorist" Your IQ score is 117.

This means that you are smarter than 87.0% of all other Super IQ test takers. This number is


Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Creative Theorist. You are a highly intelligent, complex person. You process all kinds of information easily, using the power of both your creative and analytic abilities. In any situation, you know how to extract the most valuable details and use them to understand the larger picture. Most people do not have your talent of being able to spot both numerical and visual patterns. Your highly imaginative mind allows you to be innovative, and conjure up notions of what could be. In some circles this is called "thinking outside the box" and is considered an extremely valuable asset. However, not everyone is prepared for such an active imagination and you may find you have to spend time convincing people of your great ideas. It might behoove you to find others like you, who are able to understand how your mind works.


Here's an example of your Creative Theorist thinking skills at work in a real-life situation:


You go to a symphony with a bunch of friends. The way the conductor moves his arms during the performance makes you think of patterns you have studied in physics. You remember the movement of a pendulum and how a cradle rocks back and forth in the same motion, and you tell yourself that you are going to dig up your old school books just to brush up on other related concepts. When the concert ends, you feel compelled to tell your friends about the beautiful intersection you witnessed between science and art. They'll most likely see what you mean, but they would never have come up with the association on their own. Thank goodness you think the way you do!



My IQ dimensions



1.Spatial Ability:


You scored 99 out of 100. You use spatial ability to judge the relationship between objects and physical space, like a parked car and the width of the road. It is also what helps you visualize a room when you are decorating or rearranging furniture.


2. Verbal Ability:


Your verbal ability score is 96 out of 100. Verbal ability means having an expansive range of vocabulary, being able to use it, and feeling a desire to add to it. It is also what allows you to comprehend the relationships and subtle difference between words.


3. Abstract Reasoning Ability:


Your score is 93 out of 100. With abstract reasoning you can think on multiple levels and see relationships between ideas that are not easily apparent. When you're using your abstract reasoning skills, you draw on both external logical and creative sources of information to come up with your solution.


4. Mechanical Ability:


You scored 88 out of 100. Mechanical ability is what helps you understand how machines and tools work. Someone with a good amount of mechanical ability probably has an innate understanding of physics. High mechanical skill is also associated with a high degree of precision and practical thinking.


5. Logical Ability:


Your scored 82 out of 100. Logical ability is what you use when determining whether or not something makes sense. You rely on logic when analyzing an argument, step-by-step. This ability also contributes to your aptitude for recognizing underlying patterns.


6. numerical Ability:


You scored 76 out of 100. You use numerical ability when you spot a numerical pattern or solve a numerical equation.


7. Visual Ability:


Your score is 73 out of 100. Visual ability allows you to accurately visualize all aspects of an object for the purposes of recreating it, the way painters do. It's also what you use to imagine a scene from a novel or a story someone tells you ?e ability to accurately reproduce reality in the mind's eye.


8. Organizational Ability:


Your organizational ability score is 58 out of 100. Organizational ability is what allows you to organize and arrange information effectively, be precise, and proofread carefully.


Tips for improving your IQ:


1.Get more oxygen to your brain. You'll be able to think more clearly. To do this, go for a walk, or simply take deep, long breaths. Practicing yoga is also good. Some even claim you can get more oxygen by swimming underwater, and holding your breath for longer and longer periods of time. This increases the amount of oxygen in your brain and will allow you to focus better on the test.


2.Take time to relax. If you feel anxious, you'll probably make more mistakes. Practice peaceful visualization, imagining scenes that are calming to you. Meditate or do whatever it is you know calms you down, before taking the test.


3.Listen to Mozart. It may sound like a stretch, but some researchers have found that listening to Mozart actually increases your spatial IQ. They call it the Mozart Effect and believe that the music stabilizes the neural connections necessary for spatial-temporal abilities


4.Practice, practice, practice. Take a range of different types of IQ tests. The greater the range of problems, the more ready you'll be to tackle the unexpected on a new IQ test. Why not take Tickle's Ultimate IQ test, if you haven't already.


Monday, May 26, 2008

The LuckY VamPiRe BaT..!!















A young vampire bat came flapping in from the night, covered in fresh blood and perched himself on the roof of the cave to get some sleep. Before long, all the other bats smelled the blood and began hassling him about where he got it. He was tired and needing a rest, so he told them to please leave him alone. However, it was clear that he wasn't going to get any sleep until he satisfied their curiosity. "OK!" he said with exasperation, "follow me," and he flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats following close behind him. Down through the valley they went, across the river and into the deep forest. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly gathered around him. "Do you see that tree over there?" he asked. "Yes, yes, yes!" the bats all screamed in a frenzy. "Good," said the first bat, "Because I DIDN'T!"

Friday, May 23, 2008

Letting Go..!!





I Must Admit that I have even Thought

Of Leaving it all behind & letting everything go..


But, watching you from across the room

with your Smile, you beautiful face

Made me thinking about what i feel a year ago

when i thought that we'd never be apart


if you just hear when i say

"i love you, I need you, I cant life without you"

If You Just Feel the pain i Suffer

"I cant Read, I cant sleep, I cant even Think, i am totally obsessed about you"


You seems content like you dont care
Just pretending like nothing between us is there


So, i have to go & leave everything Behind
but each time i will close my eyes
Be sure you will be there...!!



Written 22/5/2008 - In Univ

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I Cant Hide It..!!






I Can Hide it...

The Moment of Truth that i keep delaying

I Can Hide it...

The Feeling inside me that i Keep Lying

I Can Hide it...

The Weakness of Me that i keep on smiling


BUT


I Can't Hide it...

The Looking from YOU that Makes me Flying

I Can't Hide it...

The Living without YOU Makes Me Dying

I Can't Hide it...

That I love you..i will Always Do & Thats Somthing I Cant Deny It...


Written 23-4-2008 - In Univ

Thursday, April 10, 2008

It Kills When...!!




It Kills When

Ur friend punches u in the back..!!

It Kills When

U scream so loud but no one hears..!!

It Kills When

U want to say smthing but no one will understand..!!

it kills when

U feel lonely even if u r not..!!

It Kills When

U feel unsecure, lack of confidence & missing smthing u dont know..!!

It Kills When

u pretend to be normal but inside u dying like hell..!!

It Kills When

U love Smone and that one pretend not..!! It Kills When U have a feeling u want to shut it off but u dont why its still on..!!

Its kills when

U want to open new page but u cant close the old ones..!!


It Kills When

Smone lies to u, Smone deceives u, Smone have two faces, Smone say smthing and do the oppesite..!!

It Kills When

U feel lost, deep in the forest, silence of the night, no one to help u, no one to save u..!!

It Kills When

U think u were wrong about smthing then right but u suprised that is so f****n wrong feeling..!!

It Kills When

Ur wildest dream is so near to u but u just cant reach it..!!


I said with myself one day "I will stop this feeling but you smiled at me and I ended up with the my eye clinging" I wish to erase this feeling but i just cant and that just kills so hard, it makes me Down..!!